Yeah I have two today...gotta lot on my mind

I live a life out in KC that is somewhat bland...yes I have an awesome job as a youth pastor and that is not bland at all! But what makes it bland is the routine...I'm looking for something to put me out of routine...maybe that's why I want a motorcycle...but it would be something to shake it up...I'm finding out what a pain in the butt I am when it comes to living life...because I get bored...

I'm looking for something right now...I want God to kick me hard in some direction, or give me some crazy journey to embark on (a relationship wouldn't be a bad one God!)...that's why you got the really emo post last week...I'm starting to get bored because there is nothing to kick me out of the routine...I hate routine...I hate living life on a schedule...This is why I love thrill rides...my want of a motorcycle...my want to go sky diving...or bungee jumping...

There is no thrill here in the city...it's shopping...that's it...maybe some get their thrills through getting drunk here...but I don't see that attractive at all...there is no beautiful land to look at and have your breath taken away...maybe I need winter...or I need to move to Alaska (not for its governor!)...that's why I feel so lonely here...there is no way to embark on some random journey with someone! So there you have it...I psychoanalyized myself for you this week...and gave you a sermon...now I should go write that paper that is due next Friday...but then again...next Friday is a while away!