A Different Light to My Step

So I'm not going to go completely mushy, because everyone knows how much I enjoy that from other couples but I wanted to blog briefly on a comment made by a person at the seminary.
She said, you can tell you like her a lot, there's a certain light to your step...and you know that was probably one of the greatest things said to me, because I do have a great light to my step because I have spent the past week with a wonderful woman, who laughs at most of my jokes, cooks with me, surprises me around every corner, and just cares. I too care for her, and it's a wonderful thing...and I can't wait for the summer.

Ok...now that I've talked about my great mushy stuff about being with Amanda...our week has been great...there have been some relaxing moments...some stressful moments planning out and doing things with the youth...and just some awesome moments, the birthday was awesome Amanda, Chris, and Danica! Thanks a ton! But here was our rundown:

Toured KC
Toured Liberty
Enjoyed Olive Garden, Smokehouse, Sheridans, Red Lobster
Cooked two meals including Ravioli and my chicken
Watched some comedy routines, Stranger than Fiction, some of the Dark Knight, and Lost
Worked on church, school, church...etc...while she filled out job apps.
Helped lead worship and had a great Element
And yeah...it's been a great week!

A Lot Going on at Once

Well these past few weeks have been a doozy. It seems like since my weekend in St. Louis at Morning Star, I have been on the fast track to do everything in the world. So I figured I would get some rest this week, being Reading and Research Week, however I figured wrong. Between getting a lot done at the church for the new format of ministry at the youth, being with families during some tough times, and not to mention my wonderful girlfriend coming tomorrow, I have been busy to say the least. In any case, I'm looking forward to at least 3 days of R & R with Amanda. And even though the days have been jam packed full with tons of stuff, I feel good because I know God has been in the mix. Today was a perfect day of that, while there was some extra stuff I wasn't necessarily ready for, I knew God was with me and with the people I was with. In other words, today is a day in ministry that you feel fulfilled as a person in ministry, and I am happy for that. Much love to my colleagues in ministry everywhere!

A Theological Construct on Watchmen

If you haven't guessed, I have been reading the graphic novel and seen the movie twice, the first for the sheer enjoyment and awe of such a piece of art, and the second for an analysis of one of the best graphic novels/movies ever, and as some say one of the most important pieces of literature of our time. Now if you haven't seen it nor read the book, it should be ok, as I will be vague about the particulars of the story.

First of all, this movie and graphic novel is exactly what that word is...graphic. It's a rated R movie for a good reason as there are many adult themes including a stylized scene of sexuality, different scenes of nudity (you see a blue junk a lot...), bloody violence, that of which is no different from really any other rated R movie, and quite a bit of profanity. Why is this in such a piece of art? In my opinion it is a part of the dark characters that make up the Watchmen. If you are in the youth group and are considering watching this, I would think twice. If you are a parent of a teenager who wants to see the movie, be forewarned that is the graphic content in a movie or book worth the dark critique it offers? I will say it is a great movie/book, but use caution in what you see/hear...

Throwing that aside...Watchmen is a great character story mainly in its explanation and revealing of characters' pasts and psyches. The characters all seem to have some kind of flaw, shattering the perception of "good" superheroes. While the novel may point to say that all superheroes have flaws and are much darker than someone like Superman or Spiderman, it's also a critique on man. The hope we have in a superhero that has a human nature, just like the rest of us is fake according to Watchmen, for humanity is dark and carnal. This is shown through not only the pasts of the Watchmen, but the present actions of the Watchmen. Even the man who has the most power is subject to its nature whether it be detachment or intentional ignorance of the troubles of the world and at a point gives up on humanity, while some of the others are willing to do anything to solve the troubles of the world. And the other a complete confidence in justice...

However all the attempts of the "heroes" in Watchmen are in vain, as they cannot solve the problems of the world because of oppression by the government of heroes, and the unwillingness of the public to be saved. And so some hang it up, some go into hiding, and some go to individual vigilantism. But when the world is on the brink of a nuclear Holocaust, they all respond, according to their own psychological profiles. And yet their attempts to correct the world, to make peace in the world either comes through chaos, violence, or lies. And so we see the real joke, humans cannot save themselves...they cannot create peace without violence or deception...they are all doomed because of their human nature. And so hope for heroes, in the world of the Watchmen, and the real world is vanity.

And so it is in this philosophical construct that I will point this movie of graphic material to God. Man cannot save itself...and of course as Christians we should rejoice in such a conclusion because we believe the same thing! Humanity cannot save itself...in fact the Bible through its graphic material of adultery and violence shows this to the very extent! And so it is only through God can humanity be saved, because man can only create love and peace out of its own destructive tendencies. We may feel that we are doing the right thing by creating peace, but it is only in vain, as love and peace can only be found in God. Even in Watchmen, the closest figure to God is Dr. Manhattan, but because he still has human nature, it shows that any power by man cannot provide earth's salvation, which is a great critique on the nations of the world, that any power whether it be technology, or the Tower of Babel. How pathetic we are as a human race!

And so Watchmen is a critique on the illusions of humanity, the illusion that we can save ourselves. And so I say to Christians...Rejoice! For those in the secular world are picking up on this...and it offers a great venue to talk about how our dependence on God is the only way to live in love and peace.

While I offer just a small bit of Watchmen, as there are many different layers to this (I may have other analyses)...please ponder...please think...that we are pathetic and cannot save ourselves, but only be saved by God.

Weekly Update

the weekend that was: spent a lot of the time reading or studying for seminary and/or church, quite frankly it wasn't a bad weekend because I actually decided to go to some coffeeshops to do the work, I also redboxed some horrible movies and would not recommend Max Payne to anyone nor Saw V (I have seen all the other ones and figured I had to be loyal, this one was just bad and even predictable, which means it has nothing left as a series)...had Danica's great chili though yesterday and it was oh so good...and worship was awesome yesterday, in fact I expended a little too much and last night's Element went well, but I was wiped yesterday...and in other news the Element went great with 16 teens, which is pretty big for us...

where i am at the moment: doing laundry, doing homework and wishing it was two weeks from today (R&R week, same week Amanda is coming)

on my to-do list this week: read about 100 pages with a 1500 word page due tomorrow, sermon writing, finish monthly newsletter, lessons, and watch Watchmen on Friday (major priority)

procrastinating about: taxes and homework and going to the bank

book i’m in the midst of: 6 right now...4 for seminary...but I'm 4 chapters to finish on The Shack (so I won't be late for the library)...and Watchmen (yep I picked it up last weekend to try to fit in before Friday)

music that seemed to catch my attention this past week: um...maybe Grits (but that was sort of last week)...been listening to a lot of Coldplay doing the homework thing...and a resurgence of Weird Al (for some odd reason) and his Angry White Polka...maybe his best...

how i’m feeling about this week: I'm hoping this week goes well...it's a loaded front end in all honesty...but God is making it work out because we're having staff meeting on Thursday instead of tomorrow...after tomorrow it shouldn't be too bad...and of course looking forward to Watchmen on Friday.